Of Saints and Shadows

Dirty like me We please and ache Some give in Crave your languid kiss Exquisite tongue Perfect Almost delicious worship Love Yes

Relax and bite me raw Filled my love hole with frantic pleasure And let your lust empty in a tremendous orgasm

Sit at night In the fever of Agony Scream Satisfy Tremble in your hands Penetrate this willing mound Ecstasy Need Stroke my vagina Slide above And drink my love Laughter can bring back language

Do you feel it? This nervous pulse It sings in your veins Like trapped butterfly wings It makes me sick Dizzy I can't stop This feeling grows Scratches down my back It burrows under flesh to hide in the bone Here it festers Becomes something wicked Its hands at my throat feel hot Squeeze those eyes shut tight Hold your breath You'll come back to us The nervous flutter in your veins will only grow

I've wanted to talk to you for so long Time spreads its wings to feel like an eternity It hasn't been nearly that long I know I have counted the days Hours Yes, I have counted months I wanted to talk with you for so long It has been so long I wish I could forget your face Only it has not been long enough Words are unsure I know what I would say But how to say it? The words are heavy Like hot lead on my tongue They cannot slip past these lips of crimson with ease But drip back down my throat to remain trapped Catch fire It's a burning rash And still they will not be forced out Who would have thought this could be so hard.

I can't remember to forget Can't concentrate Not to forget Memories dredged up with each new action Each new addiction I want the thrill of something new Want it Crave it Something tangible against my skin Burning white hot So much that I remember to forget This moment The next Moving full circle Forget to remember what was once important Remembering those happy moments They are the only one's I keep But try to forget, dear It was important once I remember something similar Lost to me now Fate conspires against the thrashing of man We can't forget I won't allow myself...though I try

If only you had asked what was meant Words can be so ambiguous There was a story here There are so many stories here Where should I start? You should have just asked I would have told you My friend We have no lies No secrets between us I made sure to lay it all out There are no victims here Just release

It all comes speeding forward Reality You thought it would be easy Is everything easy? Delusions It was never meant to be Make your own path Finally I stand here Strong I stand In a good place I won't play your victim Tired of being weak Strong at the center Your demands eat at me And I'm tired I refuse to be the victim here

You look at me Do you see? Reality and fantasy It can’t be both But maybe I could give you a little taste Do you see me? Ambiguous words It’s hard to tell I know Just ask Opportunity slipping through Disappearing just as fast Through the hard pouring rain Fight this It always has to be difficult Complicated Hate it This is the only way I know I will make my own way Slowly make my way back to you The journey is just a bit longer now It’s half the fun