Balance at the Edge

I always knew life would turn out like this. Don’t ask me how I knew, I just knew.

Last night as we sat together out on the porch in our white plastic chairs and surrounded by the drone of a million insects, hidden away from them by the enveloping darkness, I thought maybe he had known all along too.

The silence between us has never been strained, never forced. It moved around us with a fluidity neither of us had known before, we were grateful for it. The pause between each sentence was a long, drawn out affair, but still, we always came back to the right place. Having talked with others who had watched us in these semi-private moments, I’ve been told we seem to intuitively know what the other continues to think long after they stop talking. I don’t think that’s true at all. I know for a fact that there are endless examples of when neither of us has even come close to understanding the other. But left on our own this is how we are, and how we’ve come to communicate with each other. In those silences we don’t stop talking.

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