Consequence of Truth

You compare me to something I can never be
Hold me up against the light
Hold me up against the world
Feel regret that I'm different

I can never make you happy
Make you proud

There's always been something inside of me that you despise
I cannot change
I wouldn't for you
I refuse

Why would I want that
If you couldn't love who I was
I doubt you could love who I became

Compare me to everyone else
Because you think I'm less
That I don't deserve more
You make me tired
You make me hate

You couldn't have told me you hated me more in any other way.

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