Blood and Water

I cry for you
But I can't let you see
Once again I must be strong
Must be whole to support you
I'm in pieces inside

Beautiful, fragmented pieces
To keep you whole, strong
They don't cut you as sharply as they once did me

I don't know what to do anymore
Did I ever?
This facade is well known
I feel old
And a thousand years pass across my face

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